I am a quarter Puerto Rican, quarter Chilean and half Filipina. Growing up in a mixed family became a part of my identity, especially because I grew up in a predominantly white town; I felt distinct. But aside from eating Filipino and Hispanic food, that was the only connection I had to my ethnic background. I knew that coming to a small town like Segovia would push me to learn more Spanish since there is less of a chance people would know English. Prior to my arrival, I got to stay in Madrid for two days. I met an older man on my flight who was from Spain and spoke no English. He was very kind to help me navigate through the airport and even help me exchange money. One thing I observed in my time in Madrid is that although people can be more blunt or straightforward, it creates an environment where people are more down to earth, which is something I deeply value. When I arrived at my hotel, everyone I spoke to were kind when I asked them to speak slower – and when I told them I was learning Spanish it was very encouraging when they expressed excitement. The greatest challenge I have encountered so far is overcoming the feeling of being overwhelmed; I've never traveled alone internationally or to a place where I barely know the language. I can read and write Spanish well, but listening is where I need to improve most. Upon arrival, I could not understand most of what store clerks, my
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host family and even what my teachers were saying. This made me feel unmotivated at first, mainly because I come from a Hispanic background – I look Hispanic, and I am part Hispanic so I felt almost ashamed that I could hardly speak it or understand it. From living in a town where I was the minority to becoming the majority, I felt as though I had to uphold a certain standard in comparison to my classmates who aren't Hispanic or Latino. But as I got more acquainted with my town and am continuously practicing Spanish, I am reminded that my goal to improve my Spanish will take time. I find it important to spend some time alone at least once a day to journal and give myself grace.
By Elise Alvira, Diverse Ducks Ambassador
Intermediate Spanish Immersion in Segovia, Summer 2024